Just a Thought..

When we were in our younger days.. our childhood i would say, we don't even know that the word 'death' exist.. Somehow, as we grow up, the word was used a few times in stories.. however it has no impact on us.. not until death hits us by attacking one of our dearly beloved..

Honestly, i've never give much thought about death.. not until my grandma passed away last year.. for the first time i've actually felt the lost.. sure i went to a funeral of my uncle before but that time i was really young and i wasnt close to him.. my grandma however was like the only grandparent i had throughout my childhood until my teenage years..

During her funeral.. i can see everyone trying to be strong.. especially those who had been with her for so long.. my mother and her siblings.. in the end, a lost is a lost.. they would break down at a point.. so would i..

At a point, i know she went somewhere better than this place.. up safe in Heaven in the arms of God.. i know it was good for her as she was paralyzed and has been suffering for a month after she got the stroke.. it's a blessing i would call it.. i broke down hearing the news about her death when i was in the University of Malaya, in a function.. when i got home and saw her in her coffin, i felt sadness though i did not cry.. I am assured that she's with God and she's happy..

Other times i cried was because i could feel the sadness of many people in the funeral especially when my mother cried.. i would cry along with her.. not because i was sad.. it's because she was sad..

This morning, a friend of mine told me her grandma passed away too.. i felt a pang of pity and remembered my grandma instantly.. As i was taking a shower this morning, this thought came up..

We're growing up and we're growing fast.. Time flows without stopping and it can never ever once stop for us.. every second passes without mercy.. As we grow, the elders leave.. leaving another generation to grow in their place.. Just as we would leave and our younger generation would one day take our place.. i know.. my thoughts are deep.. sometimes i can't control it from going deeper...

Hahahaha.. i'm pouring my thoughts out for the first time in my blog.. i just wanted to share about how i feel about death and also about what i think about life..

Taggy by Kitty

Taggy from Kitty~~~

A : Available : Not really..

B : Birthday : 21st feb

C : Crush on : Chocolates

D : Drink you last had : Iced Red Bean

E : Earliest person you talked to : My maid??

F : Favourite song : Hmmm.. Justin Timberlake old songs

G : Games : Kingdom Hearts stays no.1.. hehehehe...

H : Hometown : I have a few.. The desert, Klang, Church.. i'm a nomad...

I : In love with : Icy cold things

J : Juggle : Can't do more den two.. XDD

K : Killed someone : Yeah.. on video games.. XDD

L : Longest car ride : For now.. To Ipoh

M : Milkshake flavour : Choco

N : Number of siblings : one breakdancing lil bro

O : One wish : I wish my wish comes true.. hahahaha

P : Person you called recently : I don't do calls...

Q : Quest in life : To know more about God

R : Reason to smile : Do i need one to smile??

S : Song you last heard : Seniorita by Justin Timberlake

T : Time you wake up : 11am.. i'm on holiday~

U : Underwear colour : arrrrrrrrrr........

V : Vegetables : Banana in Pajamas.. ehhh wait.. dat's a fruit.. XXD

W : Worst habit : procrastinating, sleeping, eating...

X : X-rays you've had : Dun rememer.. think 4??

Y : Yoyos are : rubbish cuz i cant play dem pro style..

Z : Zodiac sign : Pisces

7 people you want to tag excluding the person who tagged you...

-Fishie
-Justine
-April
-Miao
-Audrey
-kiki
-YOU!!

It's My Life!!

I've been listening to old favs.. been downloading them.. ^^.. too bad i can't sing along because the stupid cough don't wanna get off my back.. *cough cough cough* Yesterday listened to It's My Life by Bon Jovi.. kinda pulled me up since yesterday there were *ahemsomeassespulledmedownbutdeycangondrownforallicarecough*.. wow.. that's a really long *cough* sentence.. and i cant believe i manage to pull it off without coughing in between.. O.O.. i'm being over dramatic.. so i wanna post this song lyrics here.. courtesy of http://www.azlyrics.com.. Enjoy~

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It's My Life by Bon Jovi

This ain't a song for the broken hearted
No silent prayed for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

[chorus]
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while i'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never back down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Gotta make your own breaks

[Chorus]


Better stand tall when they call you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

[Chorus x 2]

It's my life!!

Harry Potter

Today watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince in Pyramid today with Joyce.. Before that, we ate in Zenmai Pasta.. the pics are with Joyce.. sad.. will update soon..

Personally, I like this book the best out of all 7.. Lol... Ever since the previous movie, i've been hearing critiques about the movie series because apparently, in Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, they had cut a lot of scenes from the book.. some important parts were lost and not mention in the book.. i understand the fan's frustrations.. even i was a little angry but what can you do when Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix is the THICKEST book of all 7...

And being the thickest, the director actually manage to put the story into a 3 hour movie.. obviously there would be a lot of cuts and what not... but heck, at least he produced it... Don't complain and ask yourself would you be able to do it?? Sheesh...

Anyways, this movie however is different from all the rest.. This time the movie is dark.. Emo-ish more like.. but it was over all okay... Joyce said that it was boring thanks to the lack of actions.. i kinda enjoyed the special effects.. and also some of the love drama.. LOL... i kinda laughed my head off at those parts..

Also... my focus was actually more to Draco.. LOL.. i have no idea he would turn out to be this hot in the movie.. being emo and dark looking... i still love his blond hair.. man.. ever since.... i think the 3rd movie.. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Askaban... LOL